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sometimes things happen to us for reasons we cannot understand. old people told me that when i get older i would understand, but it’s been years and yet i still don’t.

sometimes i hate it when people tell me that things are going to be fine after you’ve fallen and hurt yourself badly from up high. sometimes i just want someone to tell me that it’s going to be okay when i feel that things are at its worst. i’m confused that way.

sometimes even i don’t understand what i want. and it’s a good thing..i get to have fun while i go look for what i like.

you know those Choose Your Adventure kind of books? i like them..i get a different story everytime. i wish i could redo my choices that way..not to erase mistakes, mind you, but to see what will happen if i had gone the other way. that’s what’s so sad about choices..you only get to have one. you’ll never face the same options ever again as no two situations in your life will ever be the same. you only get to choose once. and you’ll never know the consequences of the other choice. ever.

so sometimes when i think about it, i have only lived half a life, and will continue doing so until i find a way around the universal set-up we have right now where we only get to experience the choices we make. on second thought, maybe experienceing both sides all the time won’t be so nice either, cause then, we’d know too much..and things won’t be so simple anymore. but then, i’ll never know now, won’t i?

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