glass house sanity

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how can you both love and hate somebody at the same time? i feel like i am being singled out and yet i doubt that i can be the only one who goes through something like this. i wonder if this is one of those love things that people are meant to understand only after time has passed them by. i imagine that it has a lot to do with acceptance but somehow my mind refuses to simply settle. my head’s not sitting right at the moment but i do know that i want for this to mean something, at the very least. i have rather vague notions of what i really want at the moment, but that doesn’t mean that these things won’t be realized in time right? but then i also wonder if time is on my side, and if things will somehow turn out right for me, or what i have to do to get there. wherever there is or whatever there means. i find this tiptoeing around not very pleasant at all. mostly it feels like i am about to break something. it’s starting to feel kind of tight in this limbo i got myself into somehow. right this moment though, i just want an effective way to get away from the hundred things screaming at me from inside my head.

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