Entries from October 2005

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

love or something like it

the thing about love or what i think love is, is that it gets me into so much trouble with myself. for some reason i cannot seem to be able to make up my mind about anything, least of all make sense of things. it seems that all clarity jumps out the window. and it [...]

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Why worry?

If the problem has a solution, then there is no need to worry. If the problem doesn�t have a solution, then there is no point in worrying.
But the hundred what-ifs loom over my thoughts. They are like ghosts in my head that haunt me ceaselessly, tirelessly.
There is no escape. Or so it seems.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

check-out dive (manny, allan and ronnie) part 1

Sunday. October 9, 2005. i met with manny and ronnie at McDonald’s in katipunan at 4am. (my brain cells were completely non-functional….soooooooo sleepy) After a few stops and some wrong turns, we reached aquatropical at about 8:30am.
breakfast. and then dave continued the lectures. (dive tables) while i played catch up with albert, len, jomi and [...]

Thursday, October 6, 2005

stuck in a (very bad) moment

there are just about a hundred thoughts running through my head at the moment. most of them my never-ending-ever-multipying-incessantly-annoying “what ifs”. i could provide a list, but i could type away all night and not be done in the morning.
let’s see..what’s the source of all this..hmm..stressful rut that was right in the middle of the [...]