october 16, 2005 (i’m such a procrastinator..well, the thing is i have this logbook and i just rewrite here to post cause my logs are mostly numbers and short short notes..i’m mostly just too lazy to post..)
same transpo arrangement (please refer to previous post - part 1)..early early..with my still sleeping brain….
1st dive: CATHEDRAL visibility [...]
Not time, but acceptance.
Not forgetting, but forgiveness.
Getting away doesn�t make it hurt less, neither will it help you grow. It simply gives you a temporary limbo, leaving you suspended: not sinking, not floating. You think that if you wait there eventually the tide will push you forward, but it doesn�t. And you keep waiting for [...]
I dream of breaking out of my shell. I imagine myself to be light itself, so much so that if I could crack this shell my brilliance could light up the world. I like looking at myself in ways my mind refuses to see.
I long to make an imprint. Impart myself, my life, or what [...]
Rational thinking dictates: there�s no reason for you to be afraid of the dark.
Monsters under my bed shake me hard enough to shove rational thoughts outside the window.
But I can be rational. I just get someone to keep me company. Then I can stay there, lying in bed, completely enveloped by darkness, so very grown [...]
Ever wonder how things can go from bad to worse so fast? Or why something so small can create trouble big enough to rock your world. (Or how something so infinitesimally insignificant to you can cause someone so much grief.)
Sometimes, we are unfortunate enough, to be the root of the clincher. Say, my mum�s been [...]
Ali Undone
