Entries from January 2006

Thursday, January 26, 2006

My Silent Wish

I dream of going away to see new places, especially when the silence here is proving unbearable. I never did think I could survive listening to myself all day everyday. I was much certain that I would bore myself to death, as I once did. An honest surprise indeed.
If I could, I’d like to be [...]

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

No Teeth!

if i lost all my teeth..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Scatter Brain

There has to be at least a dozen things running through my head right now. And I sit here writing about it but not writing about it. I am not getting any thing done. The list is long and the priorities have to be sorted out. And yet I sit here, just thinking about everything, [...]

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

There’s No Point in Crying

I can’t help it. Tears just keep welling in my eyes. Even if I’m well aware of the fact that it cannot fix or change whatever it is that I’m upset about. They just keep on coming, leaking out of my eyes drop by drop.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

can’t access my other blog..here’s to another beginning

i’ve been itching to post for days, but my other provider seems to have quit on me. so here i am. hopefully, here to stay.
cheers to a new spot for my ramblings!

Friday, January 13, 2006

for want of so many things

there’s just so much that i want. i’m supposed to be okay without all that, but i’m not.
i want to be able to stop feeling scared at will. i want to climb all the way to the top and not be afraid to jump anymore. i want to walk into the darkness and not be [...]

Thursday, January 12, 2006

monsters under my bed

just when you think you have finally shut the doors, they fling open and in comes a torrent of memories you have decided to forget about a long long time ago.
i wish i thought to install a gate valve..so that now i can shut the waterworks off. too late now. cork’s been popped. i can’t [...]