i finally got the typepad thing to work..i was able to import my posts from the friendster blog i used to keep. hurray! i just didn’t know better until now. i kind of feel smart right now..hahaha..even if it wasn’t really much of an achievement.
If I could, I would sleep through this damnation. But sleep has thus far evaded me since. It only happens after I’ve cried myself senseless. Thank God we don’t have enough drugs in the house. I know that I should be reaching out, but after this great loss of life, there is a degree of [...]
i can’t make it stop. i got my period yesterday and it came as an awful reminder. I find it so hard to talk about any topic near the whole thing that it seems impossible to talk to anyone at this point. i cried myself to sleep last night but when I woke up it [...]
We were already in bed, getting ready to sleep, and then we started talking about family again. As usual the fight with my mum was brought up. So was how families stick up for you in your time of need. And then eventually, the holidays. I am so bad at this family thing. Which shouldn’t [...]
So I finally decided to grab the bull by it’s horns. And the answer is java. Java doesn’t really cure the blues but the exhilaration of learning something new curbs it a bit. All this reading and asking questions takes up most of my time. And getting the computer to do something so very simple [...]
i have a hundred images in my head of what could have been. it feels like drowning in a bottomless pit of sadness. no matter how hard i try to put it all away i just can’t. what’s harder is that alvin and i are opposites. he wants to see people and go out and [...]
Ali Undone
