Thursday, May 24, 2007...2:41 pm

I sprung a leak.

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That’s right, I did.  And it was made obvious by the way this has been a none-blog for a week or so.

None-blog. A representation of the none-me and my ever persistent none-ness. It’s official. I have the none-brain in this none-head attached to this none-ness called Ali.

It feels like my head is a plateau with nothing on it. An accurate representation of this none-life that struggles to prove the world wrong.

I filed my resignation. But the boss of this none-ness refuses to accept it. I plan to just stop showing up after June 19th because thirty days notice is stated nicely on the contract I signed.

I have a lot of nothing to describe and no words to describe because I have a none-brain.

If leaving this job doesn’t fix the leak I will have a long none-life ahead of me.

I never imagined that lost creativity could turn me into nothing.  I guess I wasn’t jaded enough to be part of the coffee-addicted-zombie like-workforce-churning paperwork out of skyscrapers.

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  • babychaos
    Thursday, May 24, 2007 at 6:27 pm

    Good luck. I hope it works out and your mind is buzzing with creativity soon. I hope you do finally get them to accept your resignation, too… ;-)

    Cheers

    BC

  • pazsantos
    Friday, May 25, 2007 at 7:11 pm

    Your noneness will pass, it’s just a temporary phase. Have faith and look into the brighter things life has to offer. You did sprung a leak … you got me into blogging which I never imagined I’d be doing. Thanks Ali for encouraging me to put some of my creative juices into good use. Enjoy your weekend :)

  • lea alissa
    Monday, May 28, 2007 at 10:41 am

    thanks BC. :) I hope so too, I much prefer a peaceful separation..(sounds like a breakup. hahahaha… ;) :) wow, Nay, I had no idea. At least the spill brought about some good. It is so cool what you have done with the Diveshoppe site! :)

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