Entries from September 2007

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Dinner for Seven

Yesterday we went to the supermarket to buy stuff for tonight’s dinner. Supposedly for five people. It was already a huge deal for me.
We were supposed to have two of the Mister’s aunts for dinner. TWO. Their family knows how to cook. And I mean really knows (everything from scratch kind of know). The [...]

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

The Neighbor

No,not my neighbor, my uncle’s neighbor.
We went to see the Mister’s uncle last night. There was a little boy outside the house next door. The house was dark. The boy was standing in front of the house, by the street lamp. He was looking about. Waiting for someone.
We were told that this boy sits [...]

Sunday, September 9, 2007

My Hell is full of Thorns.

I think I found my hell on earth. No, I am not happy that I found it. I am overly sad and devastated.
I found it under the ocean. Which is ironic because under the sea is where my heaven lies. But you know, I was finning along listening to my soothing bubbles waiting to [...]

Sunday, September 9, 2007

twisted words

Tread lightly where words are because you never know how anyone will understand it. But I do not keep this blog because I seek to be understood. It’s just a space for my excess stream of consciousness. Thoughts that overflow. And because my logic is my own, I expect no one to see what it [...]

Friday, September 7, 2007

selecting memories

I find it hard to remember one and not the other. I look into photos from that trip we took and I try to recall the good without letting the bad flood my head. But the harder I try not to think of white elephant the more vivid and shining bright white it is in [...]

Thursday, September 6, 2007

More dreams

I had a dream about V last night. We were really good friends again. I was talking to him about my marriage over some hand rolled cigarettes. (if they were really cigarettes at all) Our good friend M was there. (he used to keep us from fighting and arguing like idiots all the time) It [...]

Thursday, September 6, 2007

unforgettable

it’s official, I actually fell in love with food. It was Monday. Today is Thursday and I am still thinking about the food. To say that I love good food is an understatement. I had a wonderful time with the Mister, but honestly, the food really got to me. Like seriously got to me. It [...]