this has got to be one of the worst p.m.s. of my entire life. Well, maybe not, but it sure feels that way at the moment. I am driving myself crazy.
I am relieved that the Mister went to see his far-away relatives for the day. I am relieved that I am all alone, well no [...]
Ai was the girl I went to highschool with. She gave me a stuffed elephant but I gave it back to her when we had a disagreement. Turns out she was right.
Ai was the girl I used to be such good friends with until I went crazy on her. We would go to the [...]
She likes watching sponge bob, quotes squidward too. She’s into pokemon characters, going as far as describing several characters and what they do. She sings. She prays before meals.
She loves her barbeque-smelling Barney the best. She hardly goes anywhere without it.
Pink is her favorite color. She hates it when someone else uses her [...]
A schoolmate died. They said she hanged herself. They also said that it was four days before anyone found her.
Four days. How can everyone in your life not know that you’ve been dead for four days?
My friends went to her wake. I didn’t. If it took everyone four days to find out she [...]
oh, and because I am sad and tired, I ate too much peanut brittle and chocolate coated corn flakes.
now my jaw is aching and I want you to hug me and kiss me and make me forget.
I spent this afternoon staring at the ceiling because I wanted to cry over something but I couldn’t. I waited to see if anything would happen but nothing really did. I fell asleep sad and I woke up to a headache that I refused to complain about.
I sat up and cried. Silent tears dripping [...]
Want to know why I’m here? I can’t make it. At the rate I am going, I won’t get anything published. Sometimes I think I am something out of ordinary but really - that’s just what I am. I have too many feelings and I think about too many things and I put my stuff [...]
Ali Undone
