this has got to be one of the worst p.m.s. of my entire life. Well, maybe not, but it sure feels that way at the moment. I am driving myself crazy.
I am relieved that the Mister went to see his far-away relatives for the day. I am relieved that I am all alone, well no – because Walter’s here- banging my head against the wall.
And no, truffles don’t work.
And yes, the tiniest things set me off.
And I can’t believe I am annoying myself.
But I imagine that the stars are waiting to be freed. So I look at the big cardboard piece and carve them out with my cutter piece by piece and I feel normal. I see them glittering on the christmas tree in my mind’s eye. When I cut it hurts my hand and shoulders, but I can’t stop cutting.
So I drive myself crazy, start kicking and screaming. And then I sit in front of my box and free my stars so that I can forget about this insanity.
With p.m.s. like this, who wants to be a girl?
2 Comments
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 at 5:15 pm
Amen, I get this kind of lunacy once a month, too. I really feel for you. I hope it wears off and you soon feel better… I hope it helps that at least there’s one other person who appreciates how shit it can feel!
At least you can have a giggle about managing to annoy yourself! Here’s lots of sympathy and a virtual hug.
Cheers
BC
Saturday, November 3, 2007 at 10:14 am
some of my guy friends think it’s an excuse to be snappish and cross…I used to think it will go away as I got older..you know – like maturity could control it. I couldn’t have been more wrong. it feels like a bigger kind of crazy now..hahaha..
i hope your muffin is okay.