It’s resounding echoes are building up to a mind blowing crescendo. I can feel it. It’s just bouncing off the walls gathering momentum.
At the right moment this bitterness will explode and end this wretched existence.
It’s happening. I am losing a whole lot of it. I have a feeling it’s all going downhill from here.
I have tried so hard. Maybe I tried too hard. They won’t let me quit. I said I’ve had it. I said that was as far as it could go. But they won’t let me [...]
1. I will eat veggies.
2. I will walk more.
3. I will smile more.
4. I will dive more.
5. I will write better, write more.
6. I will draw better, draw more.
It’s hard to write positive goals when you’re so used to the bad ways….I’m off to look for happy images to fill my head with……………………………….
7. I will [...]
I don’t have a full time job. You could say that I am a housewife. But I find that hard to accept. Maybe I haven’t really found my place in this world. Maybe.
I have big plans next year. I do. But I’m not telling just yet. I am still working on the visualization. If [...]
We’re reading a few pages of The Secret every night in the hopes of improving our lives. It’s telling us to think happy thoughts, and think about all the things that we want to happen to us, all the things we want to have.
Thinking about things we want is easy. It’s the NOT thinking [...]
No, this is not about my mother. It’s about my husband’s family. I love them all to bits but at the moment there are all sorts of wrong going on.
There is a boy who makes everyone’s heart melt just so. He has helped me cope with my loss when he was but a tiny baby [...]
Today I made another impulsive decision. No, I didn’t stop to think twice. I just felt I must do it, and so I did.
It feels like I might die of the saddest sadness of my life. It probably isn’t the saddest sadness, that’s just how it feels at the moment. But it has got [...]
Ali Undone
