Tuesday, January 29, 2008...11:48 am
Magic
Last night my shoulders were stiff and aching went we went to bed. But thinking about Thank You posted on our bedroom wall and soothing words from the Mister set them straight.
I actually spent a good several minutes crying over being referred to as not even a mother. And the Mister was rather upset because we were parents if only for a short while. And to this day we love our dear Sabine. Sabine will always be our little peacemaker. She will always be the first. And all our children will know about her. She would have brought worlds together. She would have been someone who brought comfort to everyone around her. People will love her.
Today I want to be grateful for getting a taste of parenthood. No matter how short it was. I thank God for making the Mister a wonderful father, and for making me a loving mother. We’re simply taking our time before having our other kids.
2 Comments
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 at 2:56 am
I’m praying that maybe you’ll get another one.
You won’t forget Sabine though, even if you get pregnant again, you won’t forget her. In fact you’ll think about her more, people my Mum’s age tell me this… it’s certainly true for me, too.
I wanted children, always hoped I’d have children and even when I thought I’d given them up I hoped, I prayed that somehow there’d be a miracle. When I give birth, the chances are, I’ll be 40 years old, it took a long time to happen… Don’t lose faith, however long the odds.
Take care you.
BC
Monday, February 4, 2008 at 6:04 pm
thanks. you’ve always been a big fountain of hope and laughter to me BC.
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