Edge of the World

I looked far into the horizon as I listened to him reading a book out loud. It was about fairies. And there was the sea as far as my eyes could see. Our toes touched in the breeze.
He made time stand still.

Time is an Illusion

A dictation of the way every moment feels. There are faces and places that makes my time stop - willingly yet often unwillingly. A lot of people believe that time heals all wounds. I find that it does not. Neither does it dull the pain. And no, it does not make me more forgiving or [...]

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Two years married yesterday.
Two years and one day today.
I wonder how much longer we’ll last. Not that I don’t want it last. It all feels unreal. I don’t really know anyone who can fight and love this much and still stay together. It all seems unreal.
While everything on the relationship (love-love-mwah-mwah) front is great there [...]

Antonio’s Car

My father has a nice car. It has that automatic shifting thing so I just have two pedals to work with gas and brake. I can drive.
I’m really not the best of drivers but I’m pretty safe. I know what to do, it’s just that cars are unusually attracted to me on the road. [...]

Lazy Brain

I want to write something coherent for a change. I read a few old posts and realize that nothing seems to make sense. This blog is my feelings on the screen. But words are never enough and this helpless lazy brain refuses to cooperate whenever I feel like describing the universe that is Ali. Logically, [...]

Unsettled

Something’s not right. I don’t know what it is just yet but something is not right.
I feel like some shit-chick sloshing about in paranoia. and the bloody hormones are not helping. (yeh I blame the hormones, so what??)
I have a week to do a lot of things I’d rather not do.
I want to go [...]

for lack of words

I am feeling blah at the moment. Blah is not even a word. I cannot describe how I feel. It seems akin to annoyance but I’m really not annoyed. I’d like to say I pretty much understand but, I really don’t.
I imagine I am teeter-tottering between words and as such there are no adjectives [...]