Tuesday, April 22, 2008...1:21 am
Must I forget?
Must I forget?
I am certain that I am capable of forgiving. I believe I have forgiven. But does forgiveness mean getting over something completely? By getting over something completely, I mean the memories of whatever it was, will be unable to stir the same emotions all over again. Like a ghost that comes to haunt you and simply fails.
Should the memories rot in a forgotten chest or not? I would like to be able to remember with less pain. I would like to be able to laugh about it. But I don’t think terrible secrets revealed are funny at all.
But great is my love as the conundrum that tore me apart is something I have embraced. Throwing caution into the wind, devil may care, love it truly seems. (it seem like love, because at this point nothing seems greater than Hashana’s Love.)
Why do they always say forgive and forget when the hardest to forgive is the hardest to forget?
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