Dive Days

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I spent the weekend diving. And during the four dives I was free.

I felt the weight of the world lift from my shoulders. literally and figuratively. I was so far away from all the bad people. let’s make a list shall we?

1. the greedy middleman: he wants the pie all to himself, doesn’t matter to him that we’ve been slaving over it for months now- blood, sweat and tears…..

2. the most demanding client: he wants the services pronto, we’ve delivered, he still hasn’t paid in full and has the audacity to ask for more discount…are services supposed to be free now??

3. the conniver: she is my worst nightmare…twists words like evil little wires..weaving lies and ruining ties..

4. the drama queen: not my burden to bear really. hurts me that the one person she can vent all her frustrations on is Adel. I find her unbearable. I sometimes wish she was dead. (does this make me evil?)

I am so stressed by these people. Can I just send them into a black hole then? Have I become evil in my desperation that I wish one of them dead? I’m at the peak of emotion it’s killing me.

But the dives did me good. Hopefully the weekend fish visit will pull me through May 9th and May 12th. Meanwhile, I have a birthday to celebrate!

I am obviously jumping from one thing to the other..and my project is killing me. Don’t expect me to make sense until after June 30th. But have I ever made sense before then?

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