Tomorrow will define what June will be like. And I’m scared shitless. I got up at 6:30 this morning and everyone knows that’s not normal.
I just want to be able to breathe tomorrow and take it like a big girl. (by big girl I mean, dash to the car after all is said and [...]
…is also in me.
Here’s my want list:
1. blue star shoes
2. a dozen set of one year old boy clothes
3. building materials
4. twelve sets of engineering college school uniform
5. 400 complete school backpacks with notebooks, pens, crayons, paper and books
6. cotton shorts sized 30
7. a dozen each of brown, blue, black, gray and white socks
8. [...]
A cup of warm milk and four dark chocolate truffles dunked in it. Give it a stir and sip slooowly.
Swept the blues away like magic.
but is it fair to God that I call Him out when I’m in dire straights? I do thank Him, but I always feel it’s not enough.
Sometimes I don’t even know how I feel about the God up there. I get mad, I cry, I hate Him, I like Him. Who knows what the [...]
Coiling and uncoiling - but for the most part coiled too tightly it’s beginning to hurt. Half the time I’m not even conscious that I’ve wound myself up too tight until the muscles relax and I realize the pain.
It’s like a big ball of negativity waiting to explode. I’m not even sure if I’m [...]
Ali Undone
