Wednesday, May 7, 2008...10:33 am
Tense
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Coiling and uncoiling - but for the most part coiled too tightly it’s beginning to hurt. Half the time I’m not even conscious that I’ve wound myself up too tight until the muscles relax and I realize the pain.
It’s like a big ball of negativity waiting to explode. I’m not even sure if I’m going the right way. In the beginning it all seemed like the signs were pointing this way. Yet, here I am waiting in limbo. Unable to move forward (not until after the 12th anyway) and unable to stop doing what I am doing. What have I gotten myself into?
God, can you please make everything better?

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