cold feet

I had the worst wedding jitters ever. You know by the time it came around I actually thought of running away. And on that final moment the question was asked I paused before giving my answer because I was uncertain. But because I’m insane I jumped into the whole thing head on.
You know I [...]

if there could be a second wedding..

If there could be a second wedding, I would choose the same Judge to perform the ceremony. None of our families would be there. Post signatures, he will kiss me like no one was watching. We will have dinner by ourselves somewhere quiet, with wine and good steak (it has to be meat…..) and knee [...]

lamb chops and a bottle of red

Had fantastic dinner last night that I didn’t cook. Ended up spinning everywhere in the house and asking the dumbest questions ever. I actually realized I led an interesting life -from a drunken point of view. really.
Showered and mostly just banged against walls and doors and this Mister. Lots of laughter in between and accusations [...]

Edge of the World

I looked far into the horizon as I listened to him reading a book out loud. It was about fairies. And there was the sea as far as my eyes could see. Our toes touched in the breeze.
He made time stand still.

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Two years married yesterday.
Two years and one day today.
I wonder how much longer we’ll last. Not that I don’t want it last. It all feels unreal. I don’t really know anyone who can fight and love this much and still stay together. It all seems unreal.
While everything on the relationship (love-love-mwah-mwah) front is great there [...]