cold feet

I had the worst wedding jitters ever. You know by the time it came around I actually thought of running away. And on that final moment the question was asked I paused before giving my answer because I was uncertain. But because I’m insane I jumped into the whole thing head on. You know I [...]

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if there could be a second wedding..

If there could be a second wedding, I would choose the same Judge to perform the ceremony. None of our families would be there. Post signatures, he will kiss me like no one was watching. We will have dinner by ourselves somewhere quiet, with wine and good steak (it has to be meat…..) and knee [...]

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lamb chops and a bottle of red

Had fantastic dinner last night that I didn’t cook. Ended up spinning everywhere in the house and asking the dumbest questions ever. I actually realized I led an interesting life -from a drunken point of view. really. Showered and mostly just banged against walls and doors and this Mister. Lots of laughter in between and [...]

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Edge of the World

I looked far into the horizon as I listened to him reading a book out loud. It was about fairies. And there was the sea as far as my eyes could see. Our toes touched in the breeze. He made time stand still.

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2

Two years married yesterday. Two years and one day today. I wonder how much longer we’ll last. Not that I don’t want it last. It all feels unreal. I don’t really know anyone who can fight and love this much and still stay together. It all seems unreal. While everything on the relationship (love-love-mwah-mwah) front [...]

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honeymooning

The past two weeks have been the worst yet in terms of grown up stuff like work, business, money stuff and chores. That aside, it’s been one of the best times of our lives since the Mister moved in. Risking the embarrassment of this Mister when he reads this I will allow my joys to [...]

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Friends

Yesterday I went out. Spent the entire afternoon out walking in an unfamiliar mall. Went to see Juno too (a really good movie). Had popcorn and fizz..(Coke Zero is not all that better than Coke Light, also I prefer Pepsi Max) Mostly spent the day walking and talking. It felt like we were in school [...]

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Happy Morning :)

This sleepyhead stumbled out of the bedroom and into the living room late this morning. Passing the dining table, something shiny caught this sleepyhead’s eye. Upon closer inspection the realization hit. A sheet of white paper with scribbles of pretty and love. Warmth creeping from the toes all the way to a rare morning-super-big-smile. It [...]

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I am Mrs. D

It’s still sounds so odd. I’ve always liked my name. This new name still makes me sound like an extension of someone else. But because it was important to this Mister, I signed my name away. I probably signed my life away too. It’s really not so different from when we were unsigned, and living [...]

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candy canes

Spent a good hour eating leftover candy canes and tried to decide which color I liked best. I’ve almost finished the four candy canes and I am yet to decide. I think this exercise proves I am quite indecisive. How can I not say which one I like best? Can I just say I like [...]

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