Fading Youth

When you’re young and impressionable all the older guys just seem so cool. It’s not a secret. I’ve always thought older guys were better dates – no matter how many bad dates I had with a dozen of them. It didn’t keep me from going on all those first dates. But because I wanted to [...]

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Seething

Things have been rather shaky. Week after week, a growing list of things that constantly irritate me so. I prepared dinner tonight because the Mister said he would have dinner with me. He didn’t have dinner with me. He didn’t even bother to tell me he wasn’t having dinner here. He made me wait for [...]

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catatonic

I spent this afternoon staring at the ceiling because I wanted to cry over something but I couldn’t. I waited to see if anything would happen but nothing really did. I fell asleep sad and I woke up to a headache that I refused to complain about. I sat up and cried. Silent tears dripping [...]

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